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This is the End
I woke outside the Temple of the Snake feeling graceful and lazy. A wakeful morning. Hadn’t someone told me that..? One of the monks had left a tray for me — I yawned and smoked a single cigarette, the first … Continue reading
Kali Yuga Claims Another
I’ve been here another day and I can feel the influence of the global amnesia. Who am i? It has been awhile since I’ve heard my own voice. If I keep going on like this, what will be the point … Continue reading
Final Master Meeting
The Master called me into his quarters. The head attendant slipped into the big hall at night and slipped me a half-paper notice. Chewing Cow and Wasted Life were asleep. I got up and walked over. Puzzling, I thought. He … Continue reading
The Reaper calling, I’m cottonmouthed
Vita brevis breviter in brevi finietur, Mors venit velociter quae neminem veretur, Omnia mors perimit et nulli miseretur. Ad mortem festinamus peccare desistamus. Life is short, and shortly it will end; Death comes quickly and respects no one, Death destroys … Continue reading
Addict: Mirage
On Tonight’s Episode of Intervention: Addiction to an imaginary aim People can’t find their authentic self …I can’t find my authentic self Have I found it and I just don’t like it? Isn’t that… I don’t know… … Continue reading
depression
there is no end prize for feeling really bad no one will rescue you if you reach a certain critical level of sadness i hate to break it to you, but you’ll need to start an exercise routine … Continue reading
don’t feel good
wonder what happens if you take “i” out of your normal speech “feel sad” “feel lonely” “don’t know what to do with ___ self” “am not doing ok” “am whining” haha you can triangulate its position here … Continue reading
i made a resolution
to be more like a samurai it is possible, within myself, to feel a chasm of great and competent seriousness a seriousness of perfect calm i call it “straightforward frankness of mind” there really is a lot of waste … Continue reading
Fuck the World
the caterpillar is dying i am sitting on a stoop “get a 45 with some big clips” the caterpillar is dying the whole fucking animal but you can’t go wrong, little brother, little homie, you can’t make a … Continue reading
So Ill-Equipped for Living…
Misha was so ill-equipped for living… When he travelled to a tournament, he couldn’t even pack his own suitcase… He didn’t even know how to turn on the gas for cooking. If I had a headache, and there happened to … Continue reading