Monthly Archives: May 2013
Two People, One Head
Outrunning the conscious mind again, I wonder if it’s true that there are two selves within every one person’s brain. There is the self that controls and observes and critiques, and there is the self that exists as a “thing” … Continue reading
Living with Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disorder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vzkB8fScIY I want to make it big. I feel like everytime someone calls me a genius I pull a lever to a slot machine that exists in my imagination. Out of the slot machine comes a bunch of coins that … Continue reading
Schizo Fiction Imagination Times
“Thinking outside the box might be facilitated by having a somewhat less intact box,” says Dr Ullén about his new findings.
Outrunning
Feels like a gnawing surface tension is about to overcome my body. I have been overcome with what can only be described as a backlash against my growing pride. I have decided to view my own horrid situations as an … Continue reading
In the Morning Time
“A sane person can drive themselves insane deliberately, but it’s not the kind of insanity you’d expect. In fact it’s rather predictable. True “insanity” is not insanity. The thing you may want is right here with you already. It’s just … Continue reading
Broken Carrion
Three Poems by Louise Helle, pts. 2 and 3 The two faced eye set One side is a moon carried by reckless tides Lodged in an eye socket built to small For what it sees It bulges out and scares … Continue reading
Been Down So Long It Look Like Up To Me
Three Poems by Louise Helle, pt 1. I Really Want a Vicodin because when there is nothing left to lose you have to set yourself on fire. First thought is best thought. Sometimes a first thought is a borrowed … Continue reading
Most Don’t Have Enough
8 hour job Almost goodness Marriage is a victory Nothing glory to do Very, very flat. The earth is full of them. The Way
A Little Cubicle in a Warehouse
Simulating an experience, no one anywhere, everywhere is empty. Someone was watching him. The second one, he comes to be told the guy he’s working for is dead. “I don’t want to die,” blah blah. So he bargains with him. … Continue reading